2 “Thus says the Lord of hosts: These people say the time has not yet come to rebuild the house of the Lord.” 3 Then the word of the Lord came by the hand of Haggai the prophet, 4 “Is it a time for you yourselves to dwell in your paneled houses, while this house lies in ruins? 5 Now, therefore, thus says the Lord of hosts: Consider your ways.
Haggai 1:2-5
As they are thinking themselves first, I did and do think ourselves first. Even after I experienced you God. I want to be changed. I want to think of you first. But I can’t by myself because I am human being like them. Please hold me God.